3 Pieces
Tree Line
Up to the tree line
Where the bitter wind was broken
And the sun whispered on my forehead
I crawled beneath the brush
dug myself a womb in the dirt—
Maybe to sleep, maybe die,
to be held, sheltered
In this hollow heart of earth
May I dream the meaning of life
As I hide like a baby from birth
Like a Fox in the winter
The wind, the birds, the unseasonable snow,
I can hear them all, speaking, speaking, speaking outside my hollow
but I don’t know what they are saying.
The water seeping beneath the rocks, the traffic far away on the highway, my cold ears, kissed by
the insistent wind,
A slant of warm sun touching my eyelid,
I don’t know what it all means
Though I want to, so badly.
What does this all mean?
This dying. This birthing.
Nature does not respect my ego
The stag will not bow its head to honor my existential death
And yet, the great silent gaze of the forest may witness my trembling heart, unspeakably
The scented, perfuming air, my bowed head
The soft, cradle earth, my broken life
Perhaps even nature holds its breath when we cross this threshold
Inspired by:
All of them are inspired by the poetry of Rumi (e.g. any number of collected poems of Mevlana Jalaluddin Rumi), David Whyte (e.g. River Flow 2012), Rilke (e.g. Duino Eligies 1923), Gerald G May (e.g. The Wisdom of Wilderness 2006), Parker, J. Palmer (e.g. On the Brink of Everything 2018), and by the book, the Spell of the Sensuous (David Abram 1996).