3 Pieces

 

Tree Line

Up to the tree line

Where the bitter wind was broken

And the sun whispered on my forehead

I crawled beneath the brush

dug myself a womb in the dirt—

Maybe to sleep, maybe die,

to be held, sheltered

In this hollow heart of earth

May I dream the meaning of life

As I hide like a baby from birth

Like a Fox in the winter

The wind, the birds, the unseasonable snow,

I can hear them all, speaking, speaking, speaking outside my hollow

but I don’t know what they are saying.

The water seeping beneath the rocks, the traffic far away on the highway, my cold ears, kissed by

the insistent wind,

A slant of warm sun touching my eyelid,

I don’t know what it all means

Though I want to, so badly.

What does this all mean?

This dying. This birthing.

 

Untitled 3 by David Crowther

Nature does not respect my ego

The stag will not bow its head to honor my existential death

And yet, the great silent gaze of the forest may witness my trembling heart, unspeakably

The scented, perfuming air, my bowed head

The soft, cradle earth, my broken life

Perhaps even nature holds its breath when we cross this threshold

 

Inspired by:

All of them are inspired by the poetry of Rumi (e.g. any number of collected poems of Mevlana Jalaluddin Rumi), David Whyte (e.g. River Flow 2012), Rilke (e.g. Duino Eligies 1923), Gerald G May (e.g. The Wisdom of Wilderness 2006), Parker, J. Palmer (e.g. On the Brink of Everything 2018), and by the book, the Spell of the Sensuous (David Abram 1996). 

David Crowther

David (he/him) is a 45 year old pursuer of life. He lives in Amherst, New York with his teenage sons: Eli, who is 16, and Finn, who is 15.  Both boys are over 6‘5“ tall, but are gentle giants. David holds professional degrees in law and social work; he is currently practicing neither profession.  Instead, he is engaged in a sabbatical from any professionalism, and focused on writing and painting, and the pursuit of the ineffable. He remains, still, highly bewildered (some days this is glorious, and some days, not so much). The wilderness of self and spirit, of ideas and nature, and birth and death and growth, are an unending, ever changing, ever new and mystifying quandary. 

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