Our Recklessness
When fear consumes me
As you drive your foot
Down on the gas,
The fumes
Burning my nose
As the trees blur past me,
I wonder,
Do you see all that I am?
Or do you just want someone
To burn with you?
Your love is all-consuming,
Devouring my soul
As I watch the streetlights
Surging across the side view mirror.
You drive us towards
Our destruction
With a smile on your lips.
You never see
The panic
Flash in my eyes,
While you grip my thigh.
You never see how when I drive
My view is fixed
On the road ahead,
Instead of your face.
The car accelerates,
Leaping between lanes.
Your eyes find me,
And you don’t look away
As mine shut tight.
I don’t want to be here
When you kill us both.
*Inspired by "reckless driving" by Lizzy McAlpine